I just realized that all I need now, are close friends.

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 6:04 PM

Out with Mojojojo was fun ;D

Next up, pet shops and POP!out books.

So, went to school in the morning with Huda.

Huda sent the magazine design to Mrs Jacob ard but,

we doubt that she'll check her lead mail.

So, off we went to school at 1pm,

but unfortunately, she wasn't at school -___-

So, we went there for nothing, basically.

Then went to the bookshop,

found out that uniforms are now selling.

Forgot to bring the vouchers.

Haiz, stupid me.

Then met up with Mojojo a.k.a Elmi at the busstop.

Said bye to Huda and me and him went to West Mall.

He's superrrr nice to me :)

He treat me meal at Mac at West Mall.

Fine, it's we shared one.

Haha.

But he upsize lor. That's so nice right?

Then chatted and he showed me stuffs about the PSP.

I think I better not touch the PSP by myself. Haha.

Scared later the modify disappeared again. LOL.

Our conversations were....fascinating.

HAHA. I just found out that NS life is like helllllllll.

Then walked around West Mall.

Wanted to go to the pet shop but nah, he forgot.

Went inside Popular shop and look at the books.

Hehs, we went to the children section.

Got some touch touch book lehs.

So cute! Hhaa, fun ohkay.

But no POP!out books :(

Then after playing with the books,

and me repeatedly telling him that JACOB BLACK is hot,

we headed back home.

He's such a nice person.

Sent me back home. AWWWWW,

Until under my block and right outside the lift,

super nice la he.

LOL, how many times I said that he was nice?

Haha, eh Elmi, if you're reading this,

better be honoured that I called you nice.

Remember, next time we shall go see POP!out books,

and see your cousins and my relatives at the pet shop.

I bet your cousins miss you and so are my fishes :)

Hopefully. 16th. Mum, you better let me go out.

My childhood memories weren't that good.

So, let me have fun now.

Haha.

And I just realized a few things.

I don't need him, I just need close friends.

My family's going to feed two more mouths next year.

Grandma's getting married next year.

Grandma and new Grandpa moving in to my house.

I need to get use to this new stuffs.

Gahh :/

Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 1:30 PM

Christmas is coming,
Log cakes and roasted turkey, yum?

Mum's ordering Choc log cakes and roasted turkey.
"You have to eat more. Later you'll grow healthy".
WTH. Ibu, I'm fat already. No more food please.
She's got this mental note in her head.
"Feed Wani more food so that she can have more blood".

Blood? You must have been wondering.
Well, my blood count for red blood cells are low.
Lower than white blood cells.
Gahh, it's nothing. I'm 100% healthy.
Mum's just over-reacting...sometimes.

And just now saw my Aunt at the market.
She scared me to death, I think.
She hugged me from behind.
Hhaa, I was like wondering, "Who the hell hug me?!"

And I'm currently depressed.
If you're thinking, "You want to grab attention is it?",
Get the hell out of my blog ummkays?
My blog, my say. Don't like, byebye.

I stopped crying. That's good?
Nope, I would rather cry my eyes out.
Now, no more feelings. It's just zilch, nada, nothing.
I fcking miss you. You know that?
I'm not suppose to miss you but wth who cares.
It's my heart. I do what I want.

I know you forgot about me already.
But I didn't. Everynight, everyday.
Something in my life will eventually remind me of you.
For example, my brother. A replica of you.
WWE, Soccer, Adidas perfume, Rey Mysterio.
Wth, I hate it. I really hate it.
I hate how my Brother remind me of you.

I'll always tell the people around me that I hate you.
Truth is, I don't hate you.
I'll always tell the people around me that I moved on.
Truth is, I didn't move on.
See? I'm depressed because of you.
I don't ask for anything except for one thing,
change your impression of me.
I'm not a slut/bitch/pelacoh just like what that fcking 'rhino' said.
He, he can go to hell.

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Anyways, since Santa's coming to town,
(I don't believe in it but it's stil fun anw)
Came out with a letter for him.
And maybe put some cookies and a glass of milk.
Just like in those cartoons they show during Christmas.
LOL.

Dear Santa,
I've been good this year. Ohkay, fine it's a lie. A white lie. I've not been good this year. Yes, I know that. I've been naughty. But anyways, I'll promise to be good this year if you give me the things I want. No, I'm not greedy. I need it. DUH. That's why I'm writing to you. So, just close one eye and give me lots of presents, which I want of course. I'm just asking a bit. If you don't mind, here's the list dude.

Things I want:
- A new computer (Must be good)
- Lots of new clothes (Ohkay, fine. That's not a must)
- All my problems to go away (Are you God? Can you do it?)
- Me controlling my emotions well
- Money (I'm donating it to charity :D Yea right)
- A Ben10 Omnitrix (So cute. Then can press and then POOF! light comes out)
- A Ben10 shirt (LOL. I know, I love him)
- A new handphone
- A new mp3/mp4/iPod (Music is the love dude)
- New shoes (My old shoes are killing me :/)
-Tickets to Ben10 Live Omnitrix show (Supposed to go but didn't)
- Me to move on and forget about the past
- Lots of love

Ohkay, fine. The list is long but hey my original one is longer. So, buck up dude. Close one eye and give me all the things in the list. Kthanksbye. Love you Santa. Don't forget to take the cookies from Famous Amos and the milk from NTUC. <3

Monday, December 7, 2009, 8:01 PM

Whoah, you still don't get it huh?
Tak faham-faham ke budak ni?

Met up with Huda and Siti at Gombak station.
Supposed to go MacD with them straight away.
But got a message from Mojojo.
Turned around again and walked back to the station.

He told me that he was infront the 7-Eleven shop.
There were two groups of people there.
1 person standing alone and a group of mats standing.
I was like, "Hmm, he should be the one standing alone."
LOL!

I smiled retardedly at him.
But actually, I don't think it was retarded at all.
Then walked up to him and HAH, he's not wayyyy taller than me.
Gave him the PSP and chatted about...Sham :(

"See, I told you ard. Don't want listen right"
I think that's what Elmi said. Haha.
Yayaya, should have listen to you la Mojojojo.
Next time, I'll listen to you :)

Then said bye to him (It was awkward!)
And I walked off to MacD to meet Huda and Siti.
They're so nice right? Go all the way to my house there.
Just because I'm grounded. Haiz :/

Tried to use the internet connection there but FAIL.
Then went to ShopNSave to meet Mum.
Asked her permission to go to LotOne.
She said, "Can" lor. I think it's Huda's charm. (!)
Haha, "The 4th child, an angel". Yayaya Huda.

Mrt-ed to LotOne and went to the library.
Finally a success. Could use the internet.
Then slacked for a bit and did the magazine plan.
Went back home and took 188 bus.
Saw Ridz bestie in the bus. Sat beside him.

It's like so long since I've talked to him.
Really awkward. He spends too much time with his gf.
Forgot about me lor. Tsk. Nvm...

Then now, busy doing the magazine plan.
Drawing out the outline using Paint.
This old computer doesn't have Microsoft Publisher.
Fish. Sis don't let me use her lappy :(

And SOMEONE smsed me.
Weird, tak faham seh budak tu.
Doesn't he get the message?!
BACK OFF DUDE. BACK OFF.
But since I'm being nice these few days,
and I've top-ed up, sms me for all you want.
I'll try to be nice to you and layan you.
Sucker.

Ohkay, ciao. Elmi, if you're reading this,
(and I didn't know that you read my blog, ahah)
Remember to sms me when your friend finished fixing the PSP.
And erm, if can ah, try to put in whatever games that you have ah.
Haha, thanks. Love you loads, as a friend =D