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Wednesday, December 30, 2009, 7:04 PM

School's in 5 days time,
And I don't really look forward to it.

I sometimes wonder, if there's a special watch or something,
something that can stop time or rewind.
If life has a stop/rewind/replay/fast forward,
my life would be much more happier.
Tsk, but in real life, there's no such things.

Flu's gone, throat not dry anymore and fever's gone.
But I still have nothing to do at home :c
Haiz, holidays are such a drag.
Wishing that time would fast forward.
But on second thought, I don't want to do my Os now.
Need to study like shit :o

So basically, I just sat at home, sleep and eat.
Played Tekken6 and level-ed up till Juggernaut.
Whoah, in just 1 hour. This shows that I have nothing better to do huh.
Then brother kept forcing me to make him ice-blended.

So, took some ice, oreos and cocoa powder.
Blend it and TADA, brother gives thumbs up and drink.
Haha, not bad eh Shaz. Can open your own bubble tea shop.
After that, I think I sleep again -_-

I want to go out like NOW.
But I don't know why, my father's spoiling everything.
He got mc for today and yesterday.
And leave for tomorrow and Friday!
Damn, if I tell him I'm going to the library,
I have to leave damn fast.
:(

And have you guys been in this situation before?

You are upset about something that someone did.
But you don't want to show it to him/her.
You're scared that he/she may get upset with you,
and thus your friendship will be affected.
When that someone noticed that you're like kind of sad,
and asked you this, "Hey, you ok?", you feel kind of guilty,
put up a brave front and reply, "Yea,I'm fine" with a smile.

Have you? If yes, isn't it damn irritating to do that?
Like do that all the time? I do. I feel so small.
So coward. I need to tell people how I feel.
Tsk, come on la Shaz. Buck up.

And I finally confirmed one thing.
We're ohkay now. That's good.
We're close like before, as friends.
One problem solved :)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 8:08 PM

Red rouge. Camera. New photos. Cam-whoring time <3

Anw, some people sms me. And I'm pissed + sad + angry.

I don't get some people. They just...just them. I can't do anything.

And I'm sick. Mentally and physically.

The flu just don't want to go away.

I'm feeling lethargic. I'm feeling weak.

I can't see properly though. I keep typing some words wrongly.

Like door, I type it as dorr. Shucks. I need glasses.

When you think you've learnt your lesson,

Think again. You might be doing something wrong.

So, yesterday went to school for that Malay talk.

Waited for Hazimah for like super damn long,

and then I just went off with Siti to school.

Waited outside the dance room,

and finally knew that the venue had changed.

Met up again with Hazimah and Siti,

and went to the English room.

Us and a few others were the last few people.

Shucks, that sucks.

The security guard was being such an irritating shit.

I knocked on the door and nobody opened it for me,

So, I thought the door was already open,

I tried to open it but FAIL :(

Then that security guard came to me,

and don't know say what shit to me.

Fed-up ah. I'm already late still want to scold me.

"Cannot open the door like that. Must open from inside!!!"

"YA LA, THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING RIGHT! I'M KNOCKING FROM JUST NOW"

*bang on the door*

*rolls eyes at security guard*

Tsk.

Anyways, the guys were being so super 'nice' by taking our chairs,

Yea right, they were complaining how tiring it is for them. Tsk.

Zaki kept calling me a mean asshole. It's him lor. -_-

Then blah blah blah finally the talk ended.

Went to LotOne with Siti to have lunch.

Then saw Iqbal I think. Kind of ran away from him. (Shit)

Went back to school to do the NYAA stuffs.

Damn tiring my hands :( Must write loads of stuffs. Haha.

After finishing it, went to meet Elmi at the block nearby.

I don't know why but the guys at the block beside that block,

kept waving at me and smiling. I don't know them...i think -_-

Went to LotOne and it rained :O

Tsk, such an unlucky day. So, we're stuck there.

And basically did nothing except going round LotOne.

Then went to the interchange.

He wanted to send me off, i mean wait for my bus.

"Your friends ah?"

*turns and saw Nisha and Huda laughing*

I was like "shiiiiiit". Then walked over to them.

Since my family abandon me (sad case) to have dinner,

I asked them if they could eat dinner with me.

THEY'RE SUCH KIND SOULS MAN :)

Then said bye to Elmi and bus-ed back home with Nish and Huda.

They followed me back home so that I could take some money.

Aww, they're so super nice la. But tak tahu malu ah Nisha.

Anyhow walk into my bedrooms. Tsk, no manners.

LOL.

Then bus-ed back to LotOne and ate at Food Culture.

We ate Korean food ^^

And they kept complaining how slow I eat. Tsk,

Must enjoy the food while it lasts :)

Then after that went to Courts and look at the cameras.

Tsk, I want one. Dad, buy a new cameraaa.

Then walked to Gain City.

Saw some girl we don't like that.

She was shouting something bad at us.

Tsk, I'm trying not to get mad at her.

She's not worth getting mad at :)

Then blahblahblah bus-ed back home.

It was night time. Tsk, mum called.

But when I got back home, they still haven't reached -_-

But nevermind, I'm a good girl. I listen to her.

LOL. Macam faham je.

Ohkay, why do I get this feeling that this post is super long?

Haha, oh yes. School's in 6 days time.

Tsk.

OOOH MUM BOUGHT A CAMERA :D

But blogger is being such a meanie.

So, going to post a pic from the net.

The cameraaaaaaa <3

Sunday, December 27, 2009, 1:13 PM

Sick/Sad. Mentally and physically.

I'm sorry guys. Let you down.

Saturday, December 26, 2009, 1:07 PM

Do you know what it's all about,

Are you brave enough to figure out?

Came across this video in YouTube.

Quite cool actually, the doll idea.

Anyways, things are really stressing nowdays.

Problems after after another.

Next year would be really stressing for me.

I don't know if I can take it anymore.

I promised myself that I won't get affected by it.

Why are adults so childish?

Get so upset because of just one thing.

It's nothing but they're making a fuss about it.

Sometimes, I wonder. Who's the matured one here?

Us, the kids? Or them, the adults?

If adults are so childish,

and have many problems,

I don't want to grow up.

Poor Mum. She's dying inside.

Friday, December 25, 2009, 2:37 PM

Merry Christmas everyone! :D
Enjoy unwrapping your presents.

Yesterday was really tiring.
Haha, sms-ed my Lelaki Paling Kacak Di Dunia Ini.
Translate? The most handsome boy on Earth.
He quitted that bad habit of his already.
I'm proud of you kacak! c:

So, chatted with him.
He just got back from work at Ion.
He said, the cafe isn't high class without HIM.
Tsk, big-headed boy. Perasaan betul.

Then told him what I want for Christmas,
and that I was broke. Gahh :/
"I'm broke too. Was planning to buy presents for my friends"
Aww, what a nice friend he is. Still think about others.
Hhaa, this is NOT a sarcastic comment.

Then recieved many Christmas wishes from friends.
Didn't reply kacak at all. (I was half asleep)
Thought that I replied him already -_-
In the end, I sms-ed him saying that I wanted to sleep.

So, currently chatting with my awesome bestie, YUSRII.
It's been a while since I've chatted with him.
He 'forced' me to play Bowling game online with him,
he knows I'll go all nicey nice when he says , "PLS".
Shucks, I promised him that I'll play with him later.
I don't even know how to play it -_-
Sucker, I bet he wants me to look like a loser.

Elmi went to Johor Bahru, just only.
Tsk, left me all alone here.
EVERYONE I TOP UP MY PREPAID ARD.
So, what to do now? Take out your handphone,
and start smsing me. LOL.

Quoted from someone: "Anytime I can make you explode 'cos mine's unlimited"
Sucker. I won't reply you if you keep smsing. Hhaa.

Just remembered what Siti said to me.

"Shaz, kau tak tengok Alvin & The Chipmunks?".

Haiz, why must she remind me. Tsk, haha.

Well, my reply to her is,

"Waiting for some kind soul to treat me"

LOL, can't wait to see her on Monday.

Thursday, December 24, 2009, 1:47 PM

Santa Claus is coming to town,

Can you hear the reindeer bells jingling? :)

I already made an imaginary note to Santa,

but I need to make changes to it. (LOL)

Dear Santa,

I've been really good this few weeks. Don't listen to Mum. She's always like that even though I did nothing wrong. So, about the list I made to you that time, chuck it aside. I have much more better things to wish for. Grant me my wish and I'll promise that there will be a plate of Famous Amos cookies and a cup of milk on the table near the main door :) So, about the things that I want. I want to watch Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 because they're so super cute. And it's been a long time since I watched a movie. Fine, the last movie I watched was New Moon. But still, it's going to be the end of holidays soon. Free tickets would be better *smiles*. And I want good grades for O Level next year. I need to get a good grade for English and pass all my other subjects so that I can go to Polytechnic. I want to take Early Childhood. You must be proud that I'm going to take Early Childhood as a course right? You do love children, just like me right? :) And oh yes, give me a diploma for that course too. Give me a passing grade for Mathematics and I mean it. I really want to pass it, for like the first time. Haha, ohkay. That's all. It's much much much shorter than the previous letter. See you tomorrow morning Santa. I'll be waiting. Don't worry. I would be sleeping when you come in through the door. I won't see your fat tummy, Santa. I promise. So, don't need to suck in your stomach to look slim when you come in. Everyone would be dead asleep by then :D Merry Christmas Santa.

Love, Nur Shazwani Binte Saini <3

P.S (How come I keep smelling HIS perfume around the house? D:)

* To my best friends reading my blog, if you want to see my other private blog,

please tell me in MSN or tag me here and I'll give you access. Thanks :)

Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 9:20 AM

And when you put your heart where it don't belong,

Normally it's you winds up hurting (oh).

He didn't see the post, I guess.

Well, hopefully, he'll forgive me.

For like every single bad shit that I've done to him.

I feel like a monster.

And Mojojojo, I'm sorry if I made you frustrated,

with my emo attitude just now morning :(

Sorry. Won't do that ever again.

I don't want to fight with you.

Anyways, Christmas is coming.

I want to watch Alvin And The Chipmunks 2.

But sadly, I'm broke. No more money.

But I really really really want to watch it.

They're so cute ^^

Haiz, maybe I should just forget about it.

What to do? I'm broke ;(

And school's reopening in like a week's time. (I think)

And I'm still haven't prepared anything.

Well, I've done a bit on Mdm Prema's essays.

*clapclap* But the rest...still trying to find it.

Hahs.

And Louise called me just now.

Spoke to her for like about 2 hours max.

She didn't talk much about Paul McCartney.

Thank god she didn't.

Or I'll go crazy at every mention of his famous name.

God, I miss my friends but I don't miss school.

I hope it won't be too stressing for me.

I need to really buck up and try not to be too emo,

with all those problems coming in next year.

Tsk, life sucks.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 8:35 PM

SCHOOL'S REOPENING SOON,

Happy much? Nope, not happy at all.

Gahh, I'm not ready for school.

Seriously, I haven't even started on my homework yet.

And I don't even know where I put it -_-

I'm going to die, like first day of school.

Anyways, went to school just now.

For the Mrs Jacob's video thing.

Was a disaster for me. Was laughing the whole time,

And I said thanks three times!

Great or what??

Anyway, after the torture session,

went to meet up with Elmi at the block opposite the mosque.

Was supposed to go to LotOne Courts but didn't because it was going to rain.

So, went to Teck Whye Market and buy bubble tea.

He treated me. Both of us bought Strawberry Ice Blended :)

Yummm ^^

Then find somewhere to sit nearby,

and we talked. Got these few kids. They were so cute :)

Haha, I want another brother or sister.

Mum, give birth again! LOL :)

Then it was getting late, for me.

So walked to the busstop,

got this group of malay guys from the police force NS thing,

keep whistling the *chweetchweet* thingy at us and waving -_-

Wanted to shout vulgarities and show my middle finger,

but nah, I didn't want to look so vulgar in front of Elmi.

So, just ignored those bunch of losers and walked off.

Then stopped at the 188 busstop and he waited for my bus,

but I felt bad like leaving him so early,

so I missed like two busses. Aww, haha.

I took the third bus.

See? Where can you get such a nice friend like me?

LOL :D

Went back home and parents didn't nag at me.

Strange. I thought I'm supposed to be grounded?

Bleh,whatever. I hope she forgets about it :)

And oh yah! My bro got into Teck Whye Secondary School.

Congrats? NOOOO, I don't like it.

But heck care la, as long as he don't mix with those guys.

Tsk.

Anw, I feel sad about some things.

:( But I'll not think about it,

even though it's not my problems,

what's hers is mine :)

So, I'll stay strong for her.

Monday, December 21, 2009, 8:27 PM

Meet me halfway, right at the borderline,

That's where I'm going to wait, for you.

So, today was tiring yet exciting :)

Went to meet Elmi under block 315.

Then bus-ed to Bukit Batok Interchange and mrt-ed to JP.

Went to the library to return my books,

and then borrowed two new books.

I must purrrrfect my English :)

Accompanied him to eat at Banquet.

Didn't have the appetite to eat.

So, just played PSP while looking at him eat.

Haha, he offered his food to me, but nah, I didn't.

Then, he bring me to the park nearby.

He wanted to slide at this thing there,

but in the end he didn't.

Haha.

Then sat down at this bench there.

Talked about a lot of things.

Really alot alot alot of things.

I think it was a heart-to-heart conversation.

LOL :)

While talking, suddenly got this girl came to us.

"You got change for $2? Coins"

So, Mr-Nice-Guy-Elmi gave her the coins.

She didn't even thanked him -_-

Ungrateful girl. Tsk.

Then saw some 'Oompa Loompas'. Haha,

they were actually normal people but from far,

they look like Oompa Loompas.

Somemore, they were all wearing the same colour shirt.

YELLOW. Gosh, yellow Oompa Loompas :)

Then suddenly, got this two guys,

one was cycling, the other was standing on top of the bicycle.

The guy standing, or was it a girl? started singing With You to us.

HILARIOUS LA LIKE OMG, tak tahu malu.

We laughed. Damn funny. Should have taken a video.

He was, apparently, that girl's friend.

Same same. Both no shame. Haha.

Then after that, peace and quiet.

They didn't disturb us until....

that girl came again and asked to change notes for coins.

AGAIN lehs. Haiyoh. But Elmi didn't have enough coins.

He gave $1.30 only, I think. Then that girl wanted to give the $2 note,

but Mr-Nice-Guy-Elmi didn't take the money.

She wanted to buy drinks. Gosh, how many drinks did she buy?

Then instead of thanking him, (again didn't),

She turned to her friends and shouted, "WOOOOHOOO".

OMG LA NO SHAME, seriously.

See? I told you, kids these days. They're sly and evil.

Haha, hope not all are like that.

Then I was tired, so I leaned against him.

He's bony. But he called it slim.

Haha, fine he's not THAT bony but I wanted a soft pillow.

Then really wanted to sleep, so I just put my head on his shoulders,

Haiz, but then I didn't sleep. Felt uncomfortable.

HAHA.

Then do some stuffs. Alot of stuffs. Lazy to type.

I tried tickling him at his neck, but he didn't feel anything.

My brother will laugh and slap me if I did that.

LOL.

Then bus-ed back home in 187.

Tickled him until he started laughing,

Ohkay, not that he laughed much, but still.

So, basically, we had a tickle session cum competition.

He tickled me more than I tickle him.

And that's unfair :(

Played thumb wrestling with him.

I WON, I think. Haha.

So, today was an enjoyable day and,

I didn't regret spending my day with him :D

It felt really nice and he made my day :)

Elmi, this is the part where you say, "Awww".

HAHA.

And thanks Elmi, for like everything.

So, tomorrow going to school,

to be in this video for Mrs Jacob.

Must be in full school uniform -_-

Tsk, leceh. Haiz.

Sunday, December 20, 2009, 12:00 PM

L-O-V-E's just another word I never learned to pronounce,

How, do I say I'm sorry 'cause the word is never gonna come out.

Five things. Irritating and sad things.

Firstly, can't go to today's Singapore Idol roadshow at West Mall.

That means, I can't see Sezairie and Sylvia live. Damn.

Secondly, tuesday is the results of the Pri6 posting to secondary schools.

My brother keeps annoying me with his questions.

Thirdly, some people still can't get my message to them.

Yea, I'll be your friend but more than that, no.

Fourthly, I have been receiving a lot of calls.

If you want to talk, TALK. Don't just keep quiet.

Lastly, Mojojojo got food poisoning :(

That's sad. Hope he gets well soon.

Ohkay, today's a sad sad sad sad sad day for me.

And a very irritating one too.

I have no mood to do anything, right now.

Saturday, December 19, 2009, 5:14 PM

You must regret the day that you left me,

Still tryna get back, back with me.

Just got back home with family.

Was supposed to go to East Coast and cycle.

But unfortunately, it rained :)

Haha, me and my Dad actually didn't want to go.

So, in the end, we went to Tekka and ate there.

Then since it was still raining, we went to North Point.

Mum was clearly in a bad mood.

Didn't get to go cycling and was having a tummy ache.

Me, Dad and my bro then went to the arcade :)

Spent over $20 there.

Me and my brother played House Of Dead 4.

Sadistic huh? AHA, killing zombies are fun.

Then me and my Brother wanted to play this game.

I think it was called Percussion Master.

There was this small girl standing beside us.

Her: Do you know how to play this game?

Me: Huh? (shocked) Ya, yea.

Her: *points to my brother* He don't know ah?

Me: *shrugs shoulders* Maybe.

Bro: Aiyohh, taknak main ah. Tak tahu.

Her: He don't know how to play ah?

Me: (hoping she'll just get away)

Her: Nevermind, *picks up the sticks and start playing* I'll play for him.

Me: (WTF WTF WTF) Er, *looks at brother for help* Ohkay.

Her: *smile* Let's play!!

So, basically I just spent $1.50 (!!!!) on that small girl.

HELLO? SHE GOT TO PLAY FOR FREE. WITH MY MONEY.

She's a sly kid. Purposely stand right beside us, preying on my money.

In the end, I won her. Of course :) Haha.

She still have the cheek to ask me something.

Her: That's fun. You want to play again?

Me: Er..

Her: Swipe your card again *innocent smile* Then we play.

Me: (angry) *bend closer to her ear* I NEED TO GO NOW.

Her: Huh? (the volume of the games around us are really loud)

Me: *shouts in her ear* I NEED TO GO NOW. I DON'T WANT TO PLAY.

Her: Oh ohkay.

Me: Bye.

LOL, WTF. She used my money and still have the cheek to ask for more?!

Trying to act innocent. Hmm, maybe children nowdays are evil.

And I thought they're so sweet, cuddly, and cute. -_-

Hopefully, not all children are as sly as her.

I really want to take Early Childhood as a course in Polytechnic.

And you know what? That small girl preyed on another person.

This man was with his daughter. And his daughter wanted to play.

Then that sly small girl went over and pick up the sticks again. -_-

Who the hell she think she is? Gosh, kids these days.

A living nightmare.

And after that mrt-ed back home.

And in the MRT, it was really hilarious.

Me and my sis were sitting down, chatting.

Then suddenly, got this awful stinky smell engulfing the whole compartment.

It was really stinky. Someone farted -_-. Gosh.

Me and my sis were laughing like madfuck la.

Me: OMG, BAU BUSUK SIOL.

Sis: *laughs* EEEEEEEEEEEEE *covers her nose*

LOL, I know we're like so bad la. But we can't help it.

And we were being bitchy :( Oh shucks.

We kept wondering who the hell farted.

Kept looking at one person to another.

We suspected the girl standing beside us. LOL.

And I told my sis that she, whoever she was, was a silent killer.

Her fart was silent but really deadly. HAHA.

Then walked back home and saw a friend.

But forget his name. Oh shucks.

I hope he forgot that he saw me.

I think I have STM. Gosh, I'm getting old :(

Friday, December 18, 2009, 8:11 AM

Don't really know what to do now.

I just don't have the mood to do anything now.

Guys whom I really do not know, chatting with me.

Some even from other countries -__-

What? They don't have enough in their own countries?

*laughs*

And some are even younger than me.

Have the nerve to ask for stead.

Tsk, kids.

Ohk, damn. DRAMA OUTING IS CANCELLED PEOPLE.

Shitzxzx, sorry to those people who are really excited about going.

And aww. I like you too, kawan c:

Thursday, December 17, 2009, 7:58 AM

I didn't mean to hurt you,

I never thought we'd fall.

I just remembered what Mojojojo said that time.

LOL, haha. I slow la. I very sotong.

Mojojo said that our friendship is like this song.

Haha, "Teman Tapi Mesra".

LOL, funny la. But it's not totally correct.

I'm not attached in any way :)

So, it's not the same yeahs, Mojojo.

Haha.

Ohh yeah, about yesterday.

Forgot to post this. Damn.

A CAT CHASED ME AROUND THE BLOCK (!!!!!)

Gosh, i was damn scared la.

I was just being friendly :(

I was walking back home and saw this black cat.

It looked lonely and I was having a good mood yesterday.

So, I just smiled at the cat, a wide one in fact.

Then suddenly, the cat looked at me with those eyes,

and started meow-ing at me. I thought it was like being friendly too.

But it started walking towards me,

and the walk became a run.

It ran after me and in the state of shock,

I ran away from it, petrified.

(LOL, why does this sound like a composition?)

The cat kept chasing me lorhs.

It ran really fast and lots of people thought that I was crazy.

I know, scared by just a small cat.

But the cat was really scary :(

I stopped running until the cat got tired.

Phew, but it kept looking at me from far.

Its head didn't move at all, especially the eyes.

Damn scary la, seriously.

Elmi said that cats are sly but ferociously cute.

Yea, right. OMG, I don't like them anymore.

I DON'T LIKE CATS. THEY'RE SCARY :(

I'm never ever going to smile to a cat anymore.

Gosh, I didn't know that a small simple gesture could make that cat so excited.

Elmi's cat's more worse.

He said that it'll start rubbing against your leg,

gives you that cute face and when you turned away from it,

it NGAP! at your ankle. Meaning it bit your ankle.

Errrrr, that's another reason for me not to be near cats.

20th December 2009 ;D

SINGAPORE IDOL ROADSHOW AT WEST MALL.

Library.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 4:15 PM

I can be your melody,

A girl that could write you a symphony.

Just now morning went to school to buy uniform.

Got complications -_-

Security guard: Your shoes *points to my slippers* Not allowed.

Me: I'm buying school uniform *waves the school list in my hand*

Security guard: You better leave after buying it. Don't walk around the school!

Me: Yayaya. *walks off*

Whatthehell la. I'm just going to buy school uniform.

And he makes a fuss about my shoes?? -_-

Hello?! It's school holidays mister.

And I found out that pe shirts will only be sold on the 28th.

So, I just bought 1 school uniform. $10 gone :(

Then head back home while playing PSP in the bus :)

When I got back home, Dad decided to bring me to Queensway.

Brother didn't follow because he was too tired.

So, since I wasn't tired, I followed him to Queensway.

The journey was really long...

Then at there wanted to find the shop where we can repair the PS2.

But in the end, we bought a new one -_-

More money gone but it was worth it.

It's such a waste if we didn't repair/buy the PS2.

Because we had lots and lots and lots of PS2 games.

Don't waste what you have yeahs :)

Then walked past this shop and saw a sale for bags.

$19.90 oi! Cheap right? Then, my Dad chose a bag for me.

I think it's green with smileys all over it. Haha.

Quite cute ah my Dad's taste :)

Then we ate at this hawker centre nearby.

The Chicken Rice was DELICIOUS lehs :)

And the people there are extremely nice to me and my Dad :)

The aunty put alot of chicken for me. Haha.

Then when we were going to leave,

the uncle said goodbye to us and smiled.

Whoah, really nice la :)

During the journey back home, it rained.

I look outside through the glass pane,

and noticed that the rain was really beautiful.

I don't know why I felt that way. LOL.

Nowdays, I really feel happy.

Like seriously, I felt like all my problems are gone.

And I felt light and happy.

It's a good thing right? :D

I should just think positive from now on :)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 7:33 PM

Don't care about all the pain in front of me,

'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh.

Edited post. Deleted the previous one.

Because what I'm going to type now will be super long.

Ohkay, I just picked up my Nenek and her boyfriend from downstairs.

Fine, he looks cool. First impression : Whoah, cool Grandad.

I take back what I said about him.

But still, it won't make me like him totally yet.

I can only say what I really think of him after a few months.

Anyways, met up with Elmi just now at Teck Whye.

He was actually waiting for me at my bus stop,

the one opposite the mosque bus stop.

But I went there instead. -_-

Stupid me. And I have to walk the long way to meet him.

Then met up with him.

Walked to Teck Whye Market and topped up my prepaid.

But only $4 la. Tsk, no money ah.

Then walked to his house there.

He downloaded GTA Chinatown Wars into my PSP.

Then walked to LotOne with him.

At LotOne, went to the library.

Went to the children's section and tried to find for POPup books.

But FAIL! But my super hands and eyes managed to find some nice books.

We saw some flip up books. Really cute. Got a book about a monkey,

"BANANAS!"

"BANANASSSSS"

LOL. Basically, it was all about BANANAS.

Cute la oit. Seriously, you should read it.

Haha, then got loads of flip up books.

SO CUTE KAWAII COMEL.

Then borrowed 2 english books from the adults section, of course.

Then went KFC because he was hungry.

He treated me food again.

He bought Zinger and PopCorn Chicken plus a large Mountain Dew.

Shared with him the drink and PopCorn chicken.

He forced me to finish the PopCorn Chicken. MEANIE.

Then walked around LotOne and went to the PetShop.

Saw the cute hamsters ^^ Daddy, I want one :)

After that, which seems like hours. LOL.

Bus-ed back home.

In the bus was damn hilarious la.

I keep laughing whenever I think about it.

He wanted to look at my IC and EZlink card.

But I didn't let him do so. In the end I let him -_-

"Ehh, taknak ah. Face very red. The lighting"

LOL, I keep repeating it but he's so stubborn.

Struggled with my EZlink card in my hand.

I think we were the most noisiest in the bus.

Luckily, no one stared at us. Hhaa.

He looked at it and wait, did he laugh?

Can't remember. Haha.

AND HE'S A MEANIE.

He showed me his EZlink card and there was no photo!

That was his other card not the original card.

I don't care. ELMI, YOU INDIRECTLY LIED TO ME MEANIE.

Tsk, I believed that there was a photo there.

Nvm, next time when we meet,

which I hope it will be next week,

YOU BETTER LET ME SEE YOUR PHOTO.

Bring it or I'll tickle you until you cannot tahan.

I love you kawan ^^

Monday, December 14, 2009, 1:51 PM

The music says all.

Size doesn't matter,

But if you're small and want to act big, you suck big time.

So, today staying at home.

Must make my Mum really happy today,

So that she'll let me go out tomorrow.

I want to see POP!up books :(

Currently chatting with Elmi and Yusri.

I know, this early.

Made Elmi mad just now :(

Got sad when he 'scolded' me.

I know, I get too sensitive easily.

Now, mood like no more already :(

Lesson number one: Don't call guys sissy.

They'll get really angry and will scold you :(

And you'll get all sad and moody :(

And Yusri is busy sending me Bandoo stuffs.

And ooops, his father was beside him when I typed "ILY".

Ohh shucks. Sorry Yus. But I hopes he understands.

That I type that because you're my bestfriend forever :)

And not nothing more than that.

AND OMG, MY MOOD NOW GOOD.

Elmi can rap :) He's so cool.

Haha, I forgot about that 'scolding' part already.

Good :) He better rap to me tomorrow :)

Ohh shucks, he doesn't want to :(

Nvm, one day. One day.

Haiz, tomorrow Nenek's coming with my future Datuk.

I hope I can just be patient for tomorrow and smile, and mean it.

They're coming at 8pm. So, I have to be back by that time.

And I'm not going for class outing today or the drama CIP :(

Mum don't let me. Thought that Nenek's coming today.

Tsk, fish.

Sunday, December 13, 2009, 8:44 AM

Action speak louder than words,

It's time for all of us to move on.

Remember when I said that I won't type "I have moved on"?

Well, it's a success. I HAVE moved on, really.

When I take a look at *ehem*'s profile, I don't feel nothing at all.

Seriously, well maybe mostly moved on but just a tiny bit of me still stuck.

And Elmi! It's all because of your "meant to me a lot" part.

That made me think that he meant to me a lot too.

:( But heck care, I moved on.

Time to have a new life, after all these months.

And change of plans.

I have to start cleaning the house starting from today,

and make my lovely Mum happy.

SOMEONE decided to make it on the 15th,

because he had to go back to school and do some stuffs.

Ahaha, not your fault dude.

Nish bestie called me yesterday.

Talked about the Drama Outing,

which I planned and can't go. (Damnit, stupid)

Not a lot of people are going, I supposed.

It's on the 18th, and I'm still grounded.

This is so perfect yeahs! -___-

Then we talked about stuffs.

HAHA, miss Nish a lot la.

I have loads to tell her but on the phone,

I just forgot what I have to say la.

And in the end, we ended up talking about other stuffs.

And hoping for some things to happen.

Haha ^^

And SYAFIQ, IF YOU'RE READING THIS,

(hopefully, you're reading this)

Come to the drama outing like please.

You didn't went for the Chalet either.

Everyone misses you (not). Haha.

Jangan kesah pasal pompuan tu ah.

Kau datang je, just ignore her ohkays?

And everyone! YUSRI finally has Internet access to his home.

And he has MSN. You want his add, please nudge me in MSN,

when I'm online of course. Hees ^^

And and and TAGGED is hilarious.

Got this person clicked yes on me, don't know what shit.

And kept asking me questions.

"Are you open-minded?"

I replied, "1 sentence. I don't talk to guys who only think about sex."

Whoah, then he never reply already. WHATTHELOLLA.

Hhaa, guys.

Saturday, December 12, 2009, 8:30 AM

Screw you upside down,

Eh, wait. You're already screwed in the first place sucker.

Ignore the last post.

My bro wants to act like Mat Rep.

What the...

3++am, woke up by handphone's vibration.

Open the message and saw that it was from Sham.

Idiot, he just destroyed my beauty sleep.

*inserts loads of angry faces*

Message-ed me just to ask if I was sleeping/slept already.

Of course I'm sleeping. Sometimes, I wonder.

Am I the one who's being dumb or is it the other way round?

Well in my opinion, it's the other way round.

Remember my last few posts when I posted about that loser?

That he'll either find other girls or know that I'm angry with him,

Or his prepaid was low and couldn't message me.

The answer is revealed then.

Gosh, I'm trying hard to control my anger.

So yea, whatever. I'm not going to reply him anymore, hopefully.

And I can't go to Afiqah's birthday celebration at Changi today :(

Still grounded and stuck to my lovelyyyyy home.

Haiz, Ridz going. Hope he's having fun,

and he better tell me what happened there, hopefully.

Anw, Afiqah, if you're reading this,

HAPPY 15H BIRTHDAY NENEK! :D

You're finally 15 yeahs but I'm still older. Haha.

Hope you have a blast at your party.

Sorry no presents. Neneks don't get presents at their age.

LOL, joking yeahs :)

And thanks to Elmiiiiiiiii, the PSP got TEKKEN.

Haha, I think that's the only game I like in my bro's PSP.

Lol, very hard to level up lehs.

Bro played and leveled up to Brawler in just 1 day!

I'm still 1st Dan. But hey, I level-ed up 9 level.

Haiz, hahaha. 9 stages up lehs in 1 day.

Must be proud of me.

Normally, I don't play these type of games.

Gosh, I think I'm going to be a games freak.

And RUBAHSHIREE, when are you coming back?

I freaking miss you (not). Haha.

Come back faster yeahs bestie.

Have loads to tell you.

Friday, December 11, 2009, 7:47 PM

Forgot to post this just now.

My bro's trying to act like MAT REP.

LOL, whatthefuck.

Went to Jurong Point today with family,

The day was quite fascinating. Well, for them it is.

Bought some stuffs for the whole family.

Sis and Bro was happy with their stuffs.

Mine? I didn't even choose it.

Mum just bought it for me.

Shucks, I don't have a choice, damnit.

Bus-ed back home and SOMEONE smsed me.

Irritating betul. Tak faham faham ah budak ni.

Then Elmi smsed me. Lucky, if not, I think I'll go berserk.

After replying that SOMEONE a few replies, I totally ignored him.

Then replied Elmi. LOL. I know I'm bad.

But seriously, that SOMEONE is so bloody irritating.

So, 16th, hopefully, Mum let me go out.

Going to tell her that I'm going library and school.

Which is true, of course. But I'm not telling her who I'm going with.

She would kill me. Ahah.

Elmi laughed when I told this to him on the phone,

"I need to solat (pray) and clean the house. So that my Mum will let me go out"

What's so funny?! Haha, this is how I please my Mum.

And shucks, Grandma's really marrying that man.

Seriously, I can't imagine myself calling another person, "Grandpa".

Haiz, I have to put up with it.

But the thing is, I have to put up with it FOREVER.